where has it all gone??!!??
school...
work...
pets...
house chores...
homework...
when i'm at work... i don't want to climb...
when i get home from school or work, i just want to sit back and relax... not train/workout
i got to yoga on wednesday's but i don't think it's enough to get me going again!
i don't know what to do anymore...
i see so many people excel in their climbing all around me...
and then i get disappointed that i'm not exceling, but it's all my fault because i don't do anything to improve...
i'm just climbing the same i have been for the last 2 or 3 years...
i havn't done anything at all...
i can only blame myself... i'm just lacking the motivation...
are there any solutions to my problem? maybe i just need to rope climb again instead of boulder... maybe i just need to find a climbing partner to train and climb with... i don't know!
hopefully i'll figure it out here soon!
i'm thinking of joining the rush... so that whenever jimmy goes skateboarding i can go work out... i'll have something to do besides sit on my butt watching TV...
i'm also low on energy... need to fix that as well...
the many things that i have to work on to eventually get better at climbing... but when will i persue these goals???